Sunday, 22 February 2004

The Other Half
My man is here even though he's not really my man. I have so much I want to say to him but I won't. As my love for him grows so does my sadness because I know he will never be mine. No matter what he will be leaving soon and I know in my heart that for whatever reason when he leaves I'll never see him again. And I'm gonna end up getting used to him being around. I feel like part of me is missing when he's not near me. WHen he is near me all I want to do is touch him, kiss him, and hold him. But I have no idea how he feels and I'm too scared to ask. I feel like I might make him uncomfortable and then he will go away. I'm trying to just be on my best behavior as not to make any of this awkward. I just hope I can keep it up. I just wish I knew how he felt but I know he'll never tell me.

Posted by thewonderlandpress at 12:39 AM EST

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