Sunday, 1 February 2004

All of a sudden everyone decides to go to Florida. And I'm left here all alone. All of a sudden everyone I have in the world to hang out with is gone. I'm tired. I'm tired of this life. Something has to change. I can't live like this anymore. I have to know some kind of ease. Some kind of happiness. I just can't exist like this. But what am I to do? Risk it all just to go it alone? I try to express this to my friends, but they just do not understand. I can't wait until I know I can just cut myself off from all this. I can't watch people walk the fuck out of my life anymore. Life goes on when I stay here in oeroetual motion, always the same. My life never changing, the struggle on my own always just as hard as the day before. I'm just so tired of it. Just so fucking tired....

Posted by thewonderlandpress at 2:14 AM EST

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