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Friday, 19 March 2004
PuRgAtOrY
So here I am. I'm trying to figure some shit out in my head and when I look for someone to listen to me, someone to care, there's no one. The new guy sharing my bed doesn't care. The old guy who did share my bed doesn't care. No matter what, when I need someone to talk to and someone to care about me there's no one there. He said he's coming to sleep next to me but I know he isn;t. Just like the other one. What happened to the people who cared about me? I passed them all away looking for something better. And this is where it got me. I have never been so alone in my life as I have been in the past four years. I never thought I would be so alone. I always thought that someone would be there. That someone would care. And now here I am giving all my most important thoughts to a goddamn computer because there's just no one left. I have fucked my life up beyond my own beleif. And I just don't know what to do with my lonliness. Does anyone out there even know how I feel??
The Invisibe Girl
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